I try not to regret things I've done because I feel that they have led me towards "the bigger picture" lately however I've been filled with some sort of longing or emptiness, some unfulfilled purpose or dream. Its a terrible feeling that really gets you emotionally disorientated, I don't know whether I'm coming or going, So much so that I'm starting to withdraw again.
Well Ive been trying to keep myself busy by focusing on something else entirely, looking for distractions, but then the problem is that when the sun sets and the stars come out at night its just me and my thoughts.
Anyhoo I babble on, I guess I just needed to type this out as a release of some sort. Oh well!
Peace, Love and Happiness
Ellie
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